life.

just started another drama of mine. its reflect how vulnerable life can be. unpredictable. i always have this kind of thoughts coming through me. will all life end at 2012? i wish it could, because life have been a tiring journey. a journey where there are both sweet and bitter memories. but when it comes to seeing the world, sometimes i am just lost. people can be superficial, evil and also nice and lovely, too big a contrast. its hard to differentiate, some decision you made, some judgments you had passed, may meant a great deal. its just to sophisticated to be understood and have the most rational decision. life is a journey. and i really hope i can make the fullest out of it. to learn to be a better person.

if it were to end there, there will be so many regrets and unfulfilled dreams. but the end may also be the end of misery and let everything to be remembered as its most beautiful way.

sometimes i wonder if i know who am i? what am i doing on planet earth? if i am on a mission, am i doing it well. could things have been better?or i already work hard enough to achieve what i have today. in fact human grumbles, and i think i grumble too much. maybe just take life easy and enjoy!

many things happend, good and bad. and i hope i have learn from all that happened to be a better person.

learn to love and cherish.

studying. many setbacks. but still i am willing to work forward. i have to learn to keep telling myself, to be selfless and if i did my best, its enough. don't take the numbers too hard, this 2 things are the hurdles that i must pass.

friends. although not many or not too few. i love them and i hope i did my role as a good friend.

family. as usual. mom just hope she can see a better purpose in life. grandma if only she is less grumpy, less pessimistic, less defensive about SK. aunt. she is living a life of her own and enjoys it. i am happy for her and always willing to make it better if i could.

boyfriend. this i have lots to improve on. maybe i should just find out what if LOVE?

myself. character,got to learn to be someone with a little more depth, and i hope i can understand myself better too. to be a better person, and have more courage to do what i think i want and what i think is correct. more firm with my stand. perhaps be careful with my words. it think most of sins come from my mouth. got to learn to correct it. FU and HUO are both from the mouth. be humble and do not overestimate myself.

okay enough of ranting, sleepy! time to sleep.

exams are coming. study hard and play hard! JIAYOU!

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